Journal #3

Dear Diary,
        What shall I do? Where do I go? I am a mess. I no longer have my eyes, so i could not see my two daughters. I found out that I killed Laius, who i found out was my real dad, and that i figured out my wife is my mom! Now she is dead! I tried running way not to see them because their is a prophecy of me killing them. I panicked and I left my home town and travelled to Thebes, where I saw my dad. I did not know at the time and I thought he was just some pesky person, so I killed him. Everything is not going the way I want it to be! My mom just died and I am falling apart.
        Although everything is not going my way, I will blame myself and myself only. My father's death is my fault. My mother's death is my fault. Creon was right, he did not kill Laius, I did. Now I should be driven out of Thebes in exile. But I want my children with me. Creon is taking my power away, and that includes my kids. He is taking my children away from me, but I wanted them. I do not want to be in Thebes anymore though. I think Colonus is going to be my new destination.